I was late

and dawn is near though tired as hell

just sitting here

suspended in one of my eternities

as I realized why

my body starts to freeze

I think of all

the hurt and pain you've gone through

and how I was never there for you

I think of all the lonely cries you've shed

as I lay comfortably

in this very bed

and though

I know deep down inside

I couldn't

have helped you if I tried

but I hate myself for it anyway

I think of how you must have sat

all day and night

by the telephone

as your lonely tears begin to fill my eyes

outside the sun's rays

have already touched the skies

(chorus)