Sittin in traffic another day of feeling nothing

Trying to find something I guess it's back to huffin'

Paint and model glue oh how I die when I look

At you smilin' lovin' life and all I know is blue

Rainy days and cold stares broken love affairs

Everything's beautiful as long as I ain't there

I guess I wasn't meant to crack a smile who cares

I think I'll go to sleep for a while now



I'm barely livin' in my skin depression's my only friend

And I don't know where I am heading tryin' to forget where I've been

And I'm so sick of lying God please shwo me that silver lining

Cuz I've heard tale and I'm not well my heads full of hell and

This world's a jail but



And it don't matter and I don't care

I let my pain into the air

Cuz everything good's over there

And everything here's hard to bear

And it don't matter and I don't care

I let my pain into the air

Cuz everything good's over there

And everything here's hard to bear



And as the apin begins to displace had it to ear level

With this place you see it on my face a state of suspended grace

Gradually I erase and find comfort in the sickest womb

I might be present but no in the room

To whom it may consume melting ensembles bleeding chellos running through Bordellos drama

Like Othello hidin' out from Poncharello

Dead off in the Median

Fallin apart like usual handin' out flyers to my funeral



So they say that life's a play and that all the world's a stage

Then for another part I pray the show ends the same way everyday

And my heart carries the pain of a brain I can't explain

Am I insane

Am I insane



And it don't matter and I don't care

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