It's been awhile

Since I could hold my head up high

Since I first saw you

Since I could stand on my own two feet again

Since I could call you

But everything I can't

remember as fucked up as it

all may seem the consequences

that I've rendered I've stretched

myself beyond my means



It's been awhile

Since I could say that I wasn't addicted

Since I could say I love myself as well

Since I've gone and fucked things

up just like I always do

But all that shit seems to

disappear when I'm with you

But everything I can't remember

as fucked up as it may seem

The consequences that I've rendered,

I've gone and fucked things up again.

Why must I feel this way

Just make this go away,

Just one more peaceful day



It's been awhile

Since I could look at myself straight

Since I said I'm sorry

Since I've seen the way

the candle lights your face

But I can still remember

just the way you taste

But everything I can't remember as

fucked up as it all may seem to be

I know it's me I cannot blame this on my

father he did the best he could for me



It's been awhile

Since I could hold my head up high

and it's been awhile since I said

I'm sorry