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Step by step, heart to heart, left right left

We all fall down

Step by step, heart to heart, left right left

We all fall down like toy soldiers

Bit by bit torn apart We never win

But the battle wages on for toy soldiers]



I’m suppose to be the soldier who never blows his composure

Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders

I ain’t never suppose to show it, my crew ain’t suppose to know it

Even if it means going toe to toe with the Benzino, it don’t matter

I never drag ‘em in battles that I can handle less I absolutely have to

I’m suppose to set an example, I need to be the leader

My crew looks for me to guide ’em

If some shit ever just pop off I’m suppose to be beside ‘em

That Ja shit, I tried to squashed it, it was too late to stop it

There’s a certain line, you just don’t cross it, and he crossed it

I heard him say Hailie’s name on a song and I just lost it

It was crazy, this shit went way beyond some Jay Z and Nas shit

And even though the battle was won, I feel like we lost it

I spent so much energy on it, honestly I’m exhausted

I’m so caught it I almost feel like I’m the one who caused it

This ain’t what I’m in hip-hop for, it’s not why I got in it

Now it’s never my object to for someone to get killed

Why would I wanna destroy something I helped build

It wasn’t my intentions, my intentions were good

I went through my whole career with out ever mentioning ____

And that’s just outta respect for not running my mouth

And talking about something that I knew nothing about

Plus Dre told me stay out, just wasn’t my beef, So I did

I just fell back, watched and gritted my teeth while he’s all over TV

Now I’m talking a man who literally saved my live, like fuck it

I understand, this is business and this shit just isn’t none of my business

But still knowing this shit could pop off at any minute







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It used to be time when you could just say a rhyme

And wouldn’t have to worry about one of your people dying

But now it’s elevated cause once you put someone’s kids in it

Shit gets escalated, it ain’t just words no more, is it

It’s a different ball game, call names and you ain’t just rapping

We actually tried to stop the 50 and Ja beef from happening

Me and Dre had sat with him, kicked it and had a chat with him

And asked him not to start it, he wasn’t gonna go after him

Until Ja start gabbing in magazines how he stabbed him

Fuck it 50, smash him, mash him, and let him have it

Meanwhile my intentions pulley’d in other directions

Some receptionist said the source who answers phones at his desk has an erection for me and thinks that I’ll be his resurrection

Tries to blow the dust of his mic and make a new record

But now he’s fucked the game up cause one of the ways I came was through that publication, the same one that made me famous

Now the owner of it got a grudge against me for nothing but fuck it

That motha fucker can get it too, fuck ‘em then

But I’m so busy being pissed off, I don’t stop to think

That we just inherited 50’s beef with murder inc

And he’s inherited mine, which is fine, ain’t like either of us mind

Still have soldiers that is on the front line that's willing to die for us

As soon as we give the orders, never to extort us

Strictly to show they support us

Maybe shout ‘em out in a rap or up in chorus to show we love ‘em back

And to let ‘em know how important is to have Runyon Avenue soldiers up in

our corners

Their loyalty to us is worth more then any award is

But I ain’t trying to have none of me people hurt or murdered

It ain’t worth it, I can’t think of a perfecter way to word it

Then to just say that I love y’all too much to see the verdict

I’ll walk away from it all before I’ll let it go any further

Now don’t get it twisted, it’s not a plea that I’m coping

I’m just willing to be the bigger man

If y’all can quiet popping off at the jaws with the knocking

Cause frankly I’m sick of talking

I’m not gonna let someone else’s coffin rest on my conscious



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