I feel as if I have been dreaming

I am confused as to how I got here

One minute

I am heading down a path of destruction with no hopes but for death

Then there was you

You opened me to a different light

The path you lead me down was priceless

With one quick glance it was stripped from me

I was so ashamed I never let you be you

I have been puking with regret

I found myself again

And although we were apart

I managed to move on

Something was still missing

I made me sick

Far to familiar

I needed you once again, maybe now I can change

Maybe now I can secure my lumps