im not going anywhere today i found that there's
no use i have my reasons id like to think itll
have to do im not giving anymore yesterday i
tried to hard i had a reason now that reason is
gone

im lying to myself i dont care anymore im lying
to myself im so...

im not going out of my way yesterday i was naive
ill come down when i have a reason so dont wait
up for me take all you can depression is an
excuse more than what you need i need the abuse

im lying to myself i dont care anymore im lying
to myself im so...

hate...lies...truth? leave me alone

im lying to myself i dont care anymore im lying
to myself im so...

im not going anywhere today i found that theres
no use i had a reason now i have an excuse im not
giving anymore yesterday i gave all i had i
thought i was happy it was just a fad

im lying to myself i dont care anymore im lying
to myself im so bored m lying to myself i dont
care anymore im lying to myself im so...