It becomes hard to face

It becomes hard to see the face

The face that sees you without flinching

The face that you put on when you're all by yourself

I wear a mask, I wear a mask

The mask is intact

You see no cracks on the outside

I'm smooth, expressionless

You can't read me

Behind the mask I die over and over

I scream from behind the mask

Now the mask is cracking

My truth comes out, my mask falls to the floor

I see the face that I got

I see myself, ugly, so ugly, it's ugly