Me & God



I used to be good looking

and now I'm not

it's just a little joke between

me and God



it's a life of slow abrasion

of wasted time

it's hard to get out

when your in this deep



atavistic, sycophantic,

psychopathic dreams

that's the only little thing

between God and me



I was slick, I was sick

like no ordinary dick

how I blew my mind

I was long and mean and strong

just like a Soho rat



throw away lines

and throw away friends

I never, ever

wanna see them again



I've been pleasant and kind

and I've calmed my mind

but still I have these

vitriolic, cataclysmic dreams



I was slick, I was sick

like no ordinary dick

how I blew my mind

I was long and mean and strong

just like a Soho rat

I had to feel it

really couldn't see it

my nihilistic tendencies

got the best of me

just like a Soho rat