Waking up alone

and my dream is gone

Face another day



Im feeling cold

my soul has holes

That will never heal



Im so sick inside

got a twisted mind

Can no longer cope



I wish I could be happy but reality hurts

It brings me down and makes me lick the dirt



Looking back at life

then I realize

Im not meant to be



How did I end up here

is it cause I fear

The world outside



I cant hear a sound

and I cant look out

Mostly my eyes are shut



I fear for my tomorrow cause it might be like yesterday

I felt all the sorrow and I cried in vain



Looking at the white walls with tears in my eyes

I dont know why Im here and why Im alive

Its so cold in here and no one hears me cry

When death calls my name Ill gladly say goodbye



Night will soon be here

then I disappear

Into my own world



No one can hurt me there

and I feel no fear

Embraced by tranquility



Please dont let me wake

my body shakes

I have left my life



Now Im happy and reality doesnt hurt

Im underground, Im buried in the dirt

No white walls surrounds me, now Im free to fly

To leave this earth was a good way to say goodbye