[Peter Gunz]

you know what they say

God forgives all sins

except suicide

then I guess I'll be a'ight

'cause I ain't gon' kill myself

you know



I was raised atheist, God was a myth

never prayed 'cause I never seen, and I was never with

kneelin' on my knees, just thankin' Jesus

for stuff that I received when I wasn't receivin'

it's like

thanks for the lights that ain't on

thanks for the food that's gone

and my stomach's tight empty

thanks for the clothes that ya sent me

they tight and kids laugh, so I be cuttin' school, a'ight

I wanna thank you for my brother smokin' crack

I also wanna thank you for my cousin gettin' shot in his back

I wanna thank you for my friends that's gone

I mean they all under thirty right, but life goes on

I wanna thank you for my moms being sad

thanks for the house with the swimming pool I never had

I wanna thank you for my Uncle Bill, smart enough to get his PhD

he got HIV

I wanna thank you for my pops, what a joke

work hard all of his life and got nothin' to show

I wanna thank you for the lives that you moved

I also wanna thank you for the cancer that you gave E-Smooth

and I'm sorry my belief is low, can you tell me where to go

heaven or hell, eleven to twelve

and I'm ready when you ready, just tell me don't breath

will you forgive me 'cause I didn't believe?

all I know is that...



[Chorus-Peter Gunz]

when it's my time to go

all I wanna know

am I gonna see him or see you?

give me a clue, tell me what to do

will you open the gates or am I through

forgive me for my negatvie thoughts and all my sins

from what I know now Lord I wish I knew then-acap