Sometimes I feel so disconnected

As if my life was a reflection

Of all the things I never thought I'd be



A thousand days I wake the same

Feeling like I never slept

The sting of repetition

The same white ceiling, the same four walls

On one of them is a door

I've passed through many times

But I've never left



I drink sometimes

To ease my mind

And dull the pain

It never lasts

Never takes me anywhere

I have nowhere to go



I don't know just who my friends are

Everyone seems to be so far

From wherever it is I ended up



Sometimes I feel so disconnected

As if my life was a reflection

Of all the things I never thought I'd be



A thousand days I wake the same

Feeling like I never slept

The sting of repetition

The same white ceiling, the same four walls

On one of them is a door

I've passed through many times

But I've never left