Sitting here stressing at 2:30am

About how fast the year can go

I wonder where it went

If we start all over again, would it really work

I know that you could be, could be, coming back to me



Mesmorised, but of thoughts of fear

Traumatised, I'm so scared to feel

Wanna stop thinking gotta get to sleep

Gotta wake up fresh, get on my feet

Push the thought of you away

Do it today



I'm older than my years

Drowning in my tears

Surrounded by the fear

Since you went away, a year ago

At Christmas



You locked away your secrets

Kept them away from me

I only came to say goodbye, now you finally see

You wanna start all over again, make it work this time

But I don't wanna end up feeling far away from fine



I memorised, what you said to me

So surprised, it was hell to be

So frustrated with the way we were

Not a single word could make it work

Now look at us today

We blew it away



I'm older than my years

Drowning in my tears

Surrounded by the fear

Since you went away, a year ago

At Christmas