On my own

Pretending hes beside me

All alone

I walk with him till morning

Without him

I feel his arms around me

And when I loose my way

I close my eyes and he has found me



In the rain

The pavement shines like silver

All the lights

Are misty in the river

In the darkness

The trees are full of starlight

And all I see is him and me

Forever and forever



And I know

Its only in my mind

That Im talking to myself

And not to him

And although

I know that he is blind

Still I said

Theres a way for us



I love him

But when the night is over

Hes gone

The rivers just a river



Without him

The world around me changes

The trees are bare

And everywhere

The streets are full of strangers



I love him

But every day Im learning

All my life

Ive only then pretending



Without me

His world will go on turning

The world is full of happiness

That I have never known



I love him

I love him

I love him

But only on my own





[thanks to daria18217@aol.com for these lyrics]