I still remember the feeling that I got

When I stood by and watched it end

Never never again



You keep around what you don't need

There's something funny there

And you always ask for more

Just thought I'd stop and say hello

Cuz tomorrow you might be dead

Obsession turned ugly instead



Can ya see my face in lights

I'm afraid to close my eyes

Inside, I lied

(It's something that you'll never understand)



Of course it wasn't all so bad

I learned a lot from it

I shut a lot of doors

Just walked away without a clue

Not knowing what to do

Next time I guess I'll be prepared



This time I guarantee the best that I

can offer myself get out of this shell

start living like I'm like still alive

One dream at a time