A slave to my thoughts daily

I finally lost my craving

Need this to end real soon

You come then you go away

No way I can make it through this

Can you feel my heart fade away?

Do you remember what it was like when you told me no?

Feeling I can't figure me out

I'd try but I'm not allowed

Where do I go from here now?

My friends can't explain this to me

When I see you I don't see me

I feel I'll never gain

Your affection is a must to me

But reflections of past life won't let me be

Right now all hope is lost

Do you remember what it was like when you told me no?

Feeling I can't figure me out

I'd try but I'm not allowed

Where do I go from here now?

Save some for me

There's still blood for nine