I'm a man without a soul...honey---

Who lost it while parading it, in a town full of thieves--

Y'see i didn't wanna be with any people i know.

But god knows, i didn't wanna be alone--

So i showered down--left my little room

And jumped in my car for protection from hostility

Well it ain't easy to be bold--in an unknown city--

I was feeling strong mouthed, but weak willed.

When i ran into the cure...for my ills--



Don't tell me what your name is--

I want your body, not your mind,

I want a feeling, worth paying for before i say goodbye

But as i was talking, i couldn't look her in the eyes,

I just kept wondering,--

How many men unleashed their frustration between her thighs?



Well my adrenalin, was curdling like cream,

As i was being led by the hand.

Through the sound of sirens--

And the distant noise of some drunken jazz band,

Through the stench of disinfectant--

That "infected" my head,

Through the darkness of a corridor

And into a strangers bed.



Well i didn't wanna hurt your feelings, honey

But i couldn't suppress my own,

I had to pull myself outta this nosedive

By proving something to myself.



She was lying on her back

With her lips parted.

Squealing like a stuffed pig--

I was going through the motions

Faking the emotions,

And wriggling around like lizard in a tin.



Trying so hard to cleanse myself,

I was turning into somebody else.

I was trying so hard to please myself,

I was turning into somebody else.

I was trying so hard to be myself

I was turning into somebody else.



Come my love--with your desire--

Out of the blue...and into the fire!!














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