i wish that i could say i am a perfect man

i wish sometimes that i would not be who i am

one day i decided i would think on this,

not knowing if faith and pain could co-exist:



could i ever on my own conceive

of someone i did not know, but i need?

i must be made to be at peace and communion

'cause there must be some place somehow from where I have fallen



Chorus

i find through every ounce of pain i feel

that my mind cannot deny that God is real



the inconsistency of what i say i should be

compared to what i am in actuallity

leaves me in conclusion that i know the way

though i am unable to always obey



nothing in this world has satisfied

my soul's hunger for a deeper life

the weight of my misdeeds were crushing, blinding me

i still live with pain inside but now i see



- Chorus -



- Solo -



the peices of my life are scattered on the floor

i stared at them till i could take no more



i do not deserve to be set free

forgiveness is what i despereately need

if it wasn't for the perfect blood was shed

would i not be dead inside but i live instead



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i know my faith's still here

believe through all my tears