It's got to be got together things must be nailed to the ground things must be tied to each other things which must be figured out why I'm alive and what I'm doing with my life and what I should have tried to do and how I'm going to make it through through through I think I might be sure now if I can only learn how everything will turn out A OK and everything's going to be great now that we've made all progress now we can finally relax we know the means and the object and now there's no turning back why can't I lose that feeling of impending doom when I see what I must choose and think of what I have to do do do I think I've got a feeling I feel I've got a reason I was only thinking it's okay and I don't want to think anymore I don't want to think anymore I don't want to think anymore.