I've been looking so long at these pictures of

you that I almost believe that they're real I've

been living so long with my pictures of you that

I almost believe that the pictures are all I can

feel



Remembering you standing quiet in the rain as

I ran to your heart to be near and we kissed as

the sky fell in holding you close how I always

held close in your fear remembering you

running soft through the night you were bigger

and brighter and whiter than snow and

screamed at the make-believe screamed at the

sky and you finally found all your courage to

let it all go



Remembering you fallen into my arms crying

for the death of you heart you were stone

white so delicate so lost in the cold you were

always so lost in the dark remembering you

How you used to be slow drowned you were

angels so much more than everything oh hold

for the last time then slip away quietly open

my eyes but I never see anything



If only I'd thought of the right words I could

have held onto your heart if only I'd thought of

the right words I wouldn't be breaking apart all

my pictures of you



Looking so long at these pictures of you but I

never hold onto your heart looking so long for

the words to be true but always just breaking

apart my pictures of you



There was nothing in the world that I ever

wanted more than to feel you deep in my heart

There was nothing in the world that I ever

wanted more than to never feel the breaking

apart all my pictures of you