I've been looking so long

at my pictures of you

that I almost believe that they're real

I've been living so long

with my pictures of you

thatI almost believe

that the pictures

are all I can feel



Remembering you,

standing quiet in the rain

as I ran to your heart to be near

and we kissed as the sky

fell in holding you close

how I always held close in your fear

remembering you,

running soft through the night

you were bigger

and brighter

and whiter than snow

and screamed at the make-believe

screamed at the sky

and you finally found

all your courage to let it all go



Remembering you

fallen into my arms

crying for the death of you heart

you were stone white so delicate

so lost in the cold

you were always so lost in the dark

Remembering you

how you used to be

slow drowned you were angels

so much more than everything

oh hold for the last time

then slip away

quietly

openmy eyes

but I never see anything



If only I'd thought of the right words

I could have held onto your heart

if only I'd thought of the right words

I wouldn't be breaking apart

all my pictures of you



Looking so long

at these pictures of you

but I always hold onto your heart

looking so long

for the words to be true

but always just breaking apart

my pictures of you



There is nothing in the world

that I ever wanted more

than to feel you deep in my heart

There was nothing in the world

that I ever wanted more

than to never feel the breaking apart

all my pictures of you