I try to hide and deny my inner thoughts and true reactions

By fooling myself with ill-concealed dissatisfaction

I can't take it any more I can't stand the situation

I don't want to be a victim of another confrontation

I'll pretend that I know I need you to sympathize

I'm so unsure of myself so please don't you criticize

You can bend me and shake me you can twist me till I break

And whatever you do I'll take the blame for your mistakes



Pin me down I put my hands over my mouth

When I need to shout you pin me down

I learn to hate myself instead of letting it out



You want to shape me up so that you can mould me in

You want to fold me out just so you can fit me in

You feed me full with your discriminating terrible lies

What do you want from me should I believe in all your alibies

I don't know where to go so which way should I turn

I try to understand but you don't want me to learn

You tie my feet to the ground there's not a chance that I can walk

I want to scream but you gag my mouth so I can't talk



Pin me down I put my hands over my mouth

When I need to shout you pin me down

I learn to hate myself instead of letting it out



You want to stretch me out just so you can pin me down

You want to dry me out just so you can watch me drown

You want to watch me starve so you can force me to eat

And then you knock me down when I'm back on my feet



Pin me down I put my hands over my mouth

When I need to shout you pin me down

I learn to hate myself instead of letting it out