As I recall with my stomach turning

I was hiding away from myself, away from you

Like nothing, though something was terribly wrong

And I admit that I was only waiting for the right time

Night time, the right moment for you to look away

Though you never did, I pretended for a while

So I could walk where I don't belong



And I remember every word you said

Come back in time, come back

And I remember I would soon be dead

Now so pitiful, so pitiful



But I know as I hammered those nails into your beautiful hands

Your eyes still try to search for mine, but I look away

Now your eyes are the only thing that can save me

I'm still so afraid of them piercing

You're breaking into my prison

Just pretended for a while

My soul is dying

I won't look away



And I remember every word you said...



I'll remember every word you said

This time I won't look away