Insecurity my one true friend

My symphony still my requiem

Tranquility still what I most hate

My philosophy breeds to spite your distaste



I who am I? What is this place?

Why am I here? Why am I here?



My oblivion stands my one true light

My repulsion has passed my heartaches a blast

My redemption my hell with which to reunite

My depression descends now I will arise



I will follow my hearse to my own funeral

I will rejoice in it's sadness

I will rejoice in my loved ones' tears

I will return back to my mother's womb

I will rejoice in it's silence

I will rejoice in it's darkness



I feel loneliness in a crowded room

My heaven's much like a desert dune

I cry out no-one hears tears God only knows

My emotional needs, how much my heart bleeds