When all that's good in life comes crashing down

The pillars crumble with a hellish sound

I don't know what's going on

Dumbfound and without a clue

Is nothing good inside of you?

I spit my name like a fucking curse

And damn it all for getting worse



Someone save me

From this downward speeding

Someone help me

Please stop my soul from bleeding



I can't deal with reality

It's nothing but excruciating agony

I can't deal with my apathy

It's just in my genes and personality



A shroud of amphetamine clouds my mind

A forced solution of the killing kind

Now I know what's going on

It's myself destroying me

There's nothing left there anyway

I spit my name like a fucking curse

And damn it all for getting worse



I don't know what's real or not...

My brain is nothing but a bowl of snot...