i tried to tell you

there's something dead in me

love lies in moments

still i cannot grasp one fragment

i can tell you nothing

answers don't exist

floors, walls my own asylum

shades my eyes from all of this



and i kill the one that you loved

soiled, shaded

but the knife will cut the same skin

now i still grasp my heart

i can't graze the sadness surface

i'm so tired



i tried to feel it

guilt wouldn't come to me

blood soiled pillows

sheets writhing in agony

i tried to make you feel it

you just wouldn't heal

skin cold ends the nightmare

sun seems brighter than before



and i kill the one you loved

soiled, shaded

but the knife will cut the same skin

now i still grasp my heart

i can't graze the sadness surface

i'm so tired



talk shit

it seems to go with you fine

living up to it when i lie

can't stand to stare with these dead

eyes

turning in the badge cause you can't

sell the image

living with another god

he'll tell you he's mine

so you know i don't like you

still i think you're the best



you can't find the day

so when should i take the bare

beatings

when i'm alone

see if i can find it

take it away all the pain cause i'm

sorry

can't feel any worse but i'm sure i will

seems like no one cares but it's all

right

find another way

your savior suits you