My man love my first love

My closetness and pain

My lying my deceiving

My rivers keep on crying



My father my action man

My hiding in the crowd

My mother my sisters eyes

My seniors and their prying



My freedom my prison cell

My tempting to destroy

My fantasies my lost control

My confusion disillusion



My hero my schoolboy

My physical abuse

My loneliness my aching brain

My pounding in the head



Machismo my manhood

My wanting just to scream

Scream yeah yeah heah


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