If you said that you could kill the things inside me

Youre just a liar, everything inside me is dead

Its nice of you to think that I could ever be that

But Im not, Im just a failure instead



Dont preach a story of success and gifted thinking.

Cause in the end were gonna end up the same way

Keep on living your whole life on hands and knees

Cause Ill be standing waiting, life ends the same way



Never wanted this life

Because its meaningless

Gone away from me



The life youve given is a poorly painted picture

The colors running and its staggering my life

A definition of the truth is all I wanted

Not mental beating falling short of stupidity



Dont give a speech on your prolific ways of living

You speak in vain whether you think you do or not

Spreading infection of the truth that leads to sick lies

You are the shame inside of me, you are mindrot



Never wanted this life

Because its meaningless

Gone away from me



If you said that you could kill the things inside me

Youre just a liar, everything inside me is dead

Its nice of you to think that I could ever be that

But Im not, Im just a failure instead

INSTEAD!!! I'M JUST A FAILURE INSTEAD!!!

INSTEAD!!!



Youre so mistaken on the life you think I wanted

Ill give you credit for the effort you put forth

Cause as it ends youre gonna start to realize that

Your fucking prejudice and words of wisdom go unheard



Never wanted this life

Because its meaningless

Gone away from me



Never wanted this life never wanted this life...