[Verse 1]

As a child I felt lonely and helpless

Low cash from a neighborhood wealthless

I'll stick a wino, and rob him for his last penny

Happy days around my way we didn't find many

Momma said that I was outta line talkin smack

Extension cords to this young nigga's black back

A juvenile, thirteen, now I'm locked up

Scared to cry, I don't wanna get fucked up

Fifty push ups a strain on my young chest

I paint the pictures that I pose for a sleeveless

I see my momma only supervised when she cry

She said my baby brother's comin he aint far behind

Somebody tell me how I ended up like this

I wait for God to give me strength, I'ma fight this

I refuse to bend down cuz I'm young and wild

Do or die that's this young nigga's rough style

They'll never find me



CHORUS:

Searchin to find me [4X]

My soul will be free before they find me



[Verse 2]

I hit the street full grown, momma's gone now

Had a heart attack I'm living on my own now

My black boots and my state green all I own

And a burning desire for a microphone

I see my little man Tiah bless me wit a burner

Any coincidence I'm feeling like Nat Turner

Twenty stick ups in thirty days they see me comin

Everybody on the block duck and start runnin

A old lady told me baby boy calm down

But like in Vietnam war I got to bomb now

My cash was up a little somethin, somethin, takin shake

I blasted reddie at the weedgate and took his papes

Cuz I done came a long way, in a short time

And I'm willing to die tryin to get mine

Alotta niggas think I'm cool wit 'em, guess what

Them niggas in for a shock cuz I'm fucked up

You'll never find me



CHORUS



[Verse 3]

I got a little