endless voices

shattered thoughts that cloud my head

sleepless nights of agony

wretched and twitching in a pool of sweat

searching for the words to say

babble spills out of my mouth

starring into space

i didnt hear what you said

i wish i could explain whats wrong with me

why cant i think straight

im lost because i think to much

about...

misery of life

no esteem from proding eyes

my confidence mistakes

scarred to sleep or stay awake

lifetimes pass in a blink of an eye

i am dumbfucked

all my pride sucked

i fight to gain control

of what the fututre holds

but im fucking lost

because i think to much

about misery

of life no esteem from proding eyes

my confidence mistakes

scarred to sleep or stay awake

lifetimes pass in a blink of an eye

i ambumbfucked

all my pride sucked

nails dig into my head

tossing and turning in my bed

biting my lips

blood stained mouth

need something more to calm me down

will i end up dead

or can i digest it all this shit im fed

endured for so long

i am suprised that ive made it this far

in my lifetime

i watch people waste their lives away

it makes me sick

to think i could end up like them

but i wont