I feel the blood rushing up, the words from you like a blow to the sternum.

I can't hold back now, my mouth is watering two fold.

with the flavor of myself in the meaning.

I lost my head again.

where did we go wrong.

my concern. I lost my head again,

but this time the apology is written across your face with unhealed lacerations.

as I choke on the things I wish I had said blame me

and go ahead with your life as you always did.

and force my stomach to purge the words I might have eaten

in a victorious feat of self indulgence.

I simply lost my head again.

I lost it all when I heard your voice in a tone like the storm that never strays.

from the sepulcher I call my mind.

sentiments of you they will never stray