Back in school they never taught us

what we needed to know

Like how to deal with despair

or someone breakin your heart

-Twelve years I've held it all together,

but a night like this is beggin to pull me apart.

I played it quiet left you deep in conversation

I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen

I remember I kept thinking

that I know you never would

And now I know I want to kill you

like only a best friend could



Everyone's caught on to everything you do

Everyone's caught on to..



As if it happening wasn't enough

I gotta go and write a song

just to remind myself how bad it sucked.

Ignore the sun, covers over my head

Wrote a message on my pillow that says