Staring at my shadow I see the world around me

never felt as if my existence reflects these walls so proudly

intentions of the past defined so quickly

it's hard to change myself never mind all of the people around me



I try to push it to the side

never put the blame on anybody's head but mine

I'm still searching for my pride

I'll keep searching but there's so many places for it to hide



I try

I've tried so hard to change for you