I've forgotten what it feels like

to feel normal

To be normal

I've forgotten what food tastes like

The way it tastes right

The taste buds taste right

I wake up

in so much spit and sweat

It is not normal

What is normal?



I go to bed

When I wake up

After cleaning all

all the spit and sweat



Now I'm

Now I'm



sha sha shakin, sha shakin

Im sha sha shakin, sha shakin

Im sha sha shakin, sha shakin

Im sha sha shakin, sha shakin

now



I tossed and turned

all night cause i

cause i was looking for

for an ending

this was so because

because i watched all day

the neverending story with Atreyu



The next day came

but not a beam of light

because the blinds were shut

sha sha sha shut so tight



I fell out of bed

laced with spit and sweat

it made me very cold

it made me very cold



Now Im

Now Im

sha sha shakin, sha shakin

im sha sha shakin, im shakin now



Im supposed to feel better

This nightmare's supposed to end



I am holding on

I am holding on

I am holding on

I am holding on



sha sha shakin, sha shakin

Im sha sha shakin, sha shakin

Im sha sha shakin, sha shakin

Im sha sha shakin, sha shakin

now

yeah

now

yeah



im shakin oh ohhhh

Im sha sha shakin, sha shakin

im shakin oh ohhhh

Im sha sha shakin, sha shakin