something to bloom

but not my eyes

I'm waiting for you

alone in my room

except for the flies



looking for light

my hands held with dark

why's it so hard for me?

I hold back my heart

and it all falls apart again

two seconds from the end



why am I the same?

it makes no sense when you keep promising change

why's it so hard for me?

it's not right this time

I'm way left of right

I guess I just should have known



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it's always like this

it hasn't always been

I never saw the change

but I need one again



something so true

and still so full of lies

I'm high on your smile

coming down on your words

I guess I just should have known



looking for light

my hands held with dark

why's it so hard for me?

it's not right this time

I'm way left of right

I guess I just should have known



(CHORUS