i'm giving up on heart conditions

and loath the days of expectation

she only visits for a second

and leaves a nightmare for my soul

i prayed that God would end this torture

but now i fear to shut my eyes

but in my head she's there

i kick myself,recall her name

but in my head i know

she wanted me but i'm alone

i only dwell on formal glories

relive the best days of my life

but i refused to take her offer

she wept and somehow found the door

but in my head she's there

i kick myself, recall her name

but in my head i know

she wanted me but i'm alone

she's in my head...and i'll bring you home, clean all my mistakes

what's done is done, and it goes on and on and on