Standing in the back of the line

I feel the others try to push me down and keep it away from me

Grabbing at the one thing that i know is mine

Can't you see me with my head to the floor

feel the recklessness of absolute desperation

Valued Sentimental pieces of the life I thought I held in my hands



Why do I always try

To better what I am

Can't I realize that I've always been sinking



Failing everyday

It only helps to aggravate

The sickening feeling inside that won't go away

Fall Down

Pick yourself up and fall down

Drip from my cup and fall down

This is what its like to be me, me

Can't you see what I see



Why do I always try

To better what I am

Can't I realize that I've always been sinking?



Why do I always try

To better what I am

Can't I realize that I've always been sinking?



What I am is what I feel

But what I feel is nothing real

And what I know is all I want

Is to be saved from this spot

To be saved from this spot

To be saved from this spot



Why do I always try

To better what I am

Can't I realize that I've always been sinking