The rain pours in through my window

The wrist of my left caked with blood

I wanted my life to be over

My life sworming around me as a flood

I proved myself a coward

Showed everyone I was afraid

DId the worst deed I could think of

My body, on my bed, I laid



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I lost a battle I know I started

Lost a war, I thought I won

Bled my share, Shed the lies

Lied to myself, and slit my wrist again



I tried so hard to fight it

I thought I could do it, but was wrong

Lost my mind, lost my soul

Decided that my life was too long

Turns out doctors can do more than I thought

Decided that I wasn't supposed to go

They brought me back, thought I died

I know I did, I guess I lied



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I lost my life due to stress

I thought I could hide in my shadows

Guess you can't decide your fate

I was almost a bit too late



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