Sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it be if he had loved me truely loved me yes, i learned

Awhile ago that kind of thing it never happens for me, and so i go around and just pretend love

Is not for me i play the circus clown around my friends make them laugh and they wont see that

U never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep, Lord know its killing me



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So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im

Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my

Face...on my face singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la

Laaaa



Sometimes i sit at home by the phone hopin he might call me but he dont call me but then i

Realize dreams come true arent for girls like me not like me, and so i go around with my head

Up like it aint no thing and when the boys around with all my friends im into other things cuz

U never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep, lord knows its killing

Me



[Chorus:]

So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im

Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my

Face...on my face oooh



Its not easy (thing to do) sometimes its hard to (face the truth) its not the life that i

Would choose but what else can i do if he dont love me no if he dont want me im not about to

Sit around let myself go (gooooo)



[Chorus:]

So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im

Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my

Face...on my face singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la-aca