Years have passed now

It's another time and another world

Yet still it's all the same

Nothing ever seems to change



Dark powers manifest

Malignant horrors in my mind

Constant voices, sung by the damned

Crying out unhallowed, thoughts in my head



I have trusted and I have believed

I have pledged and I have sacrificed

My blood and mind, body and soul

Ravished and ruined after all I have done



My heart has turned to stone in this godforsaken world



My mind so I'm pure by all the filth

It is constantly exposed to

Greed, lies, betrayal is tragic

But, oh so very dominant

In the nature of creatures that are surrounding me

I now find my only shelter

In the solitude of my own



A small flame of hope

Lit somewhere out in the endless dark

Yet it's still all the same

Will it ever change ?



Fallen from grace

Surely I must be lost

My mind grows darker

As the time shows no changes

Creating venomous acts

Of emotional rejection

Deprivation of all levels



What have I done to deserve

A life so incomplete

All my dreams erased by fools



Broken promises, one after one

There can be no trust anymore

I feel the end is near

I dont have the strength

To cut me loose

I am falling apart emotionally



A soul in solitude lost forever

In the greatest of all suffering, madness and sorrow

Elements of which no euphemistic words

Can ever alleviate