so impressed with all you do

tried so hard to be like you

flew too high and burnt the wing

lost my faith in everything



lick around divine debris

taste the wealth of hate in me

shedding skin succumb defeat

this machine is obsolete



made the choice to go away

drink the fountain of decay

tear a hole exquisite red

fuck the rest and stab it dead



broken bruised forgotten sore

too fucked up to care anymore

poisoned to my rotten core

too fucked up to care anymore



in the back off the side far away is a place where i hide where i stay

tried to say tried to ask i needed to all alone by myself where were you?

how could i ever think it's funny how everything that swore it wouldn't

change is different now just like you would always say we'll make it

through then my head fell apart and where were you?

how could i ever thing it's funny how everything you swore would never

change is different now like you said you and me make it through didn't

quite fell apart

where the fuck were you?