I am only real at places I can not be



My right hand rebels and chops off the left

(the) hairy ape walks into stage

he tries to stay erect



the one who never slept

in order to be perfect

the arrogance of their hands

the joy of the regret



soulsick - good at things I never did



soulsick but skindeep, tense, frantic but relieved

soulsick but skindeep, tense, frantic but believed



I am only real at places I can not be

Dead liquid vigilant

Implanted into my sleep



The one who never slept

The one who stays erect

The one who is profound

The one I do reject



soulsick but skindeep, tense, frantic but relieved

soulsick but skindeep, tense, frantic but believed



soulsick - good at things I never did



I am only real at places I can not be



Soulsick but skindeep

I'm not real, just believed in



Soulsick but skindeep

Not real, just believe in