Turned off by fear

And I cant remember what to do

I cant remember how to act

Dont remember whats true

I dont know where to turn to,

answers arent too clear

Or maybe they are truths to which we cant hear

Left alone and waiting, waiting for a cue

Tired of pretending of knowing what to do

Ill run away into the night

Ill leave him here alone

Leave all this behind left to be unknown

Ill finally fall down to my knees

Ill turn away and forget my memories

I cant explain the way

Ive felt for him from the very start

But everytime I see him it just breaks my heart

Love is an allusion lived in fantasies

Reality is more confusion of that from which we flee

Life is cold and bitter we must struggle to survive

Dreams and my allusions are what keeps me alive

I dont know where to turn to, answers arent too clear

Or maybe they are truths to which we cant hear

Left alone and waiting, waiting for a cue

Tired of pretending of knowing what to do

Wounds cant heal when they keep tearing open

I cant see straight cant see whos my friend

Who Ive loved has always been stolen

Im always driven out in the end

People take but do nothing because hes not mine

Why does this shit always happen all the god damn time

Im sick of it all I cant go with out him in my life

Im tired of all this pretending im tired of all the strife

Again return these feelings of anguish and dispair

Again comes this chocking pain that

I cant stand to bear

I dont know where to turn to,

answers arent too clear

Or maybe they are truths to which we cant hear

Left alone and waiting, waiting for a cue

Tired of pretending of knowing what to do








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