And its felt like lead

To think to let anything else in

It is too heavy to stand

I won't push out



Please God this tears me apart

On the inside

You quit and you suck

And you are still the same

...As far as I can see



I wish to breathe

I can't take this change

I would rather stay here

With my hands gripping my throat



What now?

You find yourself on the outside?

What about them?

What about her?

What about all of your responsibility?



I find this in blood

For some...easy to walk away

I find that I can never break



God! This hurts

It tears me apart on the inside

I've quit, we are done

It seems that now youre the absentee



I still feel so much for you