Yeah, here you come again

I should have known you'd be around

Makes no sense to me why we're still alive

You've got weeks to live and I am on a spiral dive

When you finally die

Don't let me need you there

I know damn well you're not alone

Surrounded laughing by the death head grins

Of all my friends who've overdosed

Overdosed and died

And you know

That's the way we go

Back in your color room the shadows fall and break

We would waste away

Burning out, shooting up

I'm not gonna fall with you this time

I might not get up, I'm not strong enough

You know...

Can't you see it's killing me

I'm not gonna walk back into the pit for you

Yeah, not for you or anyone

I don't want the speed, I don't want the heroin

I'm not gonna break

I'm not gonna play your game

When you die alone in that pit of hell

Don't perpetuate the myth, don't romanticize

I'm not gonna watch you die again

I don't want to see

You know...

You don't wanna talk about it but you know

You sit and laugh at me

You'll die laughing

Yeah, you're all fucked up

Can't you see it's killing me...

I'm not gonna walk back into the pit...

For you