Felling my cries,don't know what to do

wondering where I am

Looking around,still feeling the pain

burning like a fire so red

The thoughts that you share with so many more

still hearing the screams of their laughter

Inside my body,inside my soul

where I thought I was untill know

Scuffing away as usual always keep in my mind

that the savage treatment of my self

will end when we say goodbye

At home at night the thoughts will arrive

why me,why me,why nobody else

While searching for another tomorrow

they're forcing this man to perdition

Longing for some understanding

I can't express my thoughts for these people

I don't think I have any reason

I wonder if I can stand this any longer

I have to take this step,this step to a place

The place deep beneath or the place

high above the clouds