[Verse 1]

Daddy's got a new life now

A new daughter and a new male child

A new swagger wid some real style

New car new house brand new spouse

Little shitty dog named Pouts wid smile on his mouth

We'll be straight up we're forgotten cause developed a plan

Once the monkey takes some time to hang with his own fam

Hap' and gay to let ya know he still cares and such

Ya won't grow apart too much from bein' outta touch

But he wasn't there for him on the daily ghetto basis

In order to drop jewels I stay clear of the racists

Heavy promises became weightless

Sincerity became faintless

He's praying for a Santa A-list

Time is passin' by yet his scars remain ageless

He called him on the phone to say pop's

This'll take a minute of ya time

But his wishes were divined

By the disenchanted tone at the end of the line, hang up

He tried to look strong in front of mom back up

John stop lookin' forward to the day you gonna see him on

Dry ya eye to eye and you'll receive an embrace

From a lost heart that's pumpin' blood up to a guilty face

He's gonna try to find ways to make up for the last twenty nine days

Or was it thirty, I think he heard me

In situations like this ya speech becomes wordy

He's got a hundred million ways to tell me not to worry

But this time I wasn't hangin' on his every sentence

Ears crippled by the pain and negligence so was the tendence

He spoke I couldn't hear a word I zoned into black I observed

My only thoughts were missin' out on love that I deserved

Tryin' to convince myself I'm weak within the mental

The silence breaks because your father's guidance is essential

He's lookin' down with a smile sayin' that the future will be great

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