awake, alone

in a woman's room i hardly know

i wake alone

pretend that i am finally home

the room is littered

with the books and notebooks

i imagine what they say

i...shoe fly don't bother me



and i can hardly get myself out of this bed

for fear of never lying in this bed again

oh christ, i'm not that desperate

oh no, oh god, i am



how'd i end up here to begin with?

i don't know

why do i start what i can't finish?

oh, please don't barage me with the questions

to all those lovely answers

my ego's like my stomach

it keeps shitting what i feed it



but maybe i don't want to finish anything anymore

maybe i can wait in bed till she get's home

and whispers, you're in my web now

i've come to wrap you up tight till it's time to bite down



awake alone in a woman's room i hardly know

i wake alone and pretend that i am finally home

home