So wake up run your lips across your fingers till you find

Some scent of yourself that you can hold up high

To remind yourself that you didn't die

On a day that was so crappy whole and happy you're alive



You seem so bruised

And it's beautiful as it's reflecting off from you as it shines

You're in the bathroom carving holiday designs into yourself

Hoping no one will find you but they found you

And they took you

And you somehow survived



So wake up and if the holidays don't hollow out your eyes

Then press yourself against whatever

You find to be beautiful and trembling with life

Because I'm so happy you didn't die