The other day I thought that I knew you,

I thought that I was with someone I understood.

I hoped that it was real and not just a cruel joke,

Looks like what I got was the shaft.

Now that I am around you it is all that I can do

To not break down and beg for the answers.

Maybe it will come in time if I wait for you

Until then I'll bare it all and pray that you have too.



Fading

The truth is fading

Into the sea of lies.

It seems

Everyone else knew you

Except for me.



I can't say that I ever thought to ask, I didn't think to;

I didn't think it was necessary since we never lied.

The comfort around you I once experienced

Has all but up and left.

The tension is appropriately in the air

And I keep trying to remove your mask.

I know that I've told you I hate to be lied to;

Just tell me the motherfucking truth.



Causing

This doubt is causing

Me to feel this hate.

Suspicions

Are my feelings

And they're taking over me.



Tell me...

Tell me...

Tell me...

Tell me...



Down

Down it goes

The drain swallowing it.

Rape

Rape my confidence

With your lack of honesty.



Maybe this will go back to normal.

Maybe I will see.

Maybe you will decide to confirm

Until then only time will tell.