thought about holding my breath last night

until my face turned blue

and waited for my world to turn black as I laid in your arms,

an air deprived suicide



would speak to ears

and break down walls

I never could.

This vertigo unconsciousness.



You let this one slip through your fingertips.

mine turn numb

and theres no point to take back

what was said

when my heart no longer beats

Theres only time for your regret and memories

and you cant take back, you cant take back everything you said



and after seeing my face

this farewell scrawled in saline

don't try to recessitate this love

because it will never breathe,

so throw away a million pictures,

disregard all thoughts of me,

dont try to recessitate this boy

with some health class remedy



You let this one slip through your fingertips.

mine turn numb

and theres no point to take back

what was said

when my heart no longer beats

Theres only time for your regret and memories

and you cant take back, you cant take back everything you said



didn't you see my stomach stop moving

did you feel my last breath on your neck